Necessary Mutilation

Weight: 227 lbs. still!

Its been a long day and I am hungry, tired and a little toasty. Although I worked a long, hard day, I still managed to inhale 2 whole sandwiches over my 10 hour shift, both of which I had picked up enroute to work at a local Wilson Farms. Not the healthiest choices in the world due to the probably barely whole wheat whole wheat buns they were on, but at least one had tuna and the other had turkey and cheese and some wilted lettuce in it.

Hey, when in Rome….

Oh, and I also had a banana somewhere in between, for good measure. This all counted as both breakfast and lunch, as I didn’t manage to eat at home before I took off for the long day ahead.

And I had way too many cups of coffee - some decaf, some half and half, and some just plain old high test. I think that I’d be asleep now if I hadn’t had the latter during our evening staff meeting.

As to my potential second job, I am still anxiously awaiting a response, and had hoped to hear before tonight’s meeting so I could better answer when asked if I planned to start running groups and the like where I now work. I am just not sure yet what my time commitment will be until I know whether I have to divide my time or not. Maybe I’ll hear tomorrow….

Well, now I am off to eat some more - as despite my sandwiches, I am hungry again. I still think that my typical appetite exceeds that of “normal” post gbers, and my weight stall of late probably reflects this as well. The fact that I have been eating carbs and drinking caffeine, probably isn’t helping matters either. But, as I no longer feel fluey after last night’s good night sleep, I really do plan to start a workout tomorrow. I am off from work still, after all, and what better time to start than when I actually have some good time and am not yet pulled in too many directions (once again) to make this a priority. Maybe I can turn it into a routine or habit quick, so that when the “s” hits the fan again, I will already have incorporated it into my day and won’t resist as badly as I have been. I think that its always the starting that’s the hardest, doncha think?! Tune in tomorrow to see if I was right!