God I’m miserable today. I feel like crap, head to toe; have little energy; and can barely hobble around (I’m still parking closer and more “illegally” at work each day!) I’ve been taken off all my arthritis and anti-inflammatory medications and I can’t even pop an aspirin.
How can I possibly feel any worse after surgery?!
Oh, why do I ask such loaded questions?
And crap, I’m not even hardly up to enjoying my “last” meals that my head has been screaming at me to savor while I still can. I’m even burning out on the whole eating thing … I guess this is good, but worry I’ll regret that I didn’t manage one last indulgence of this or that, here or there, when its “all over.”
God, please, do others think and feel like this? I feel so not on board somehow.
April 22nd, 2009 | 
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